About Me

I am straight or rather bi-curious looking for exploring, jerk off together, mutual masturbation.
We can sit together naked and watch some of those videos stroking each other. We can give each other hand-job, or frot together. If you don't like video, we can just do the stuff and not watch any videos.

My dick is not big, not thick. Little more than 5 inches.
I don't have place, message me only if you have place.

We can try massage fantasy, straight friends fantasy, nude wrestling fantasy, naked exercise/nude yoga or do nude photo-shoot. Only if you like otherwise we can just masturbate each other or suck each other off (we can do 69).
This is my blog https://sexylund69.blogspot.com
Here is all information about my dick and body https://dirtycode.io/N6X8S
Some of my tool pics are here https://www.showyourdick.org/member.php?w=377051

P.S: My dick is small and thin.

Some of the videos I like:
https://www.icegay.tv/movies/1728571/gallery-straigh-seduction
https://www.gayfuror.com/video/fantastic-erotic-massage
https://www.gayfuror.com/video/masterful-mutual-sucking
https://m.mylust.com/videos/80532/hot-mutual-oral-sex-after-oily-erotic-massage-session/
https://www.gayfuror.com/video/ace-dick-sucking-and-mutual-masturbation

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5a7db7cf48498

https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/385800/muscle-gay-anal-sex-with-cumshot
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5b83757c39e30
https://www.xvideos.com/video36580043/free_hot_gay_emo_goth_porno_kevin_nash_has_ultimately_returned_to
https://m.boyfriendtv.com/videos/386373/muscle-gay-anal-sex-with-cumshot

https://www.xvideos.com/video6931515/gay_fuck_or_wrestle
https://m.boyfriendtv.com/videos/89683/pool-side-blowjob-for-horny-gay-jock-by-the-pool-from-gay-muscle

https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/53281/gay-straight-massage-seduction
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/49384/gay-straight-oil-massage-seduction
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/59490/seduced-during-massagep3
https://www.xvideos.com/video1554583/gay_straight_oil_massage_seduction

https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/71188/gay-masseuse-gives-straight-guy-oral-sex
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/68682/sucking-cock-massage-by-a-horny-masseur
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/37652/brice-gets-great-gay-massage
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/43605/dayton-gets-anus-oiled-for-massage
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/28985/massage-stud-shove-shis--dick-in-mouth-of-guy
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/42139/horny-gay-creep-face-fucks-straight-guy-on-massage-table
https://www.youporngay.com/watch/671390/gay-straight-oil-massage-seduction
https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/30897/guy-gets-his-mouth-stuffed-during-massage

https://thegay.com/videos/713385/twins-playing-with-each-other/?source=0
https://www.eporner.com/hd-porn/SYZeDqSfi9g/Gay-young-porn-small-penis-xxx-Ryan-Conners-and-Kayden-Daniels/

https://www.youporngay.com/watch/15905854/bringmeaboy-muscular-daddy-massage-before-swapping-handjobs/
https://www.youporngay.com/watch/15735784/blowing-my-hung-roommate-and-swallowing-his-load/
https://www.good-gay.tv/movies/1766831/straigh-seduction
https://boyfriendtv.com/videos/587988/hyungry---step-education


If you ask me about my sexuality or sexual orientation, I would not be able to answer. Actually I am lost. I myself don't know anything. Emotionally I can only connect to girls. I have fallen in love with them twice (both times it was one-sided, still in the influence of the second one). I can't get even a small dot of the same thoughts towards men/boys. When I am horny/aroused I think of boys/men, but only about their dicks nothing else at all. I see their bulge and not face. Kissing and licking all over their body, I can do that but I don't connect to doing that. I feel that as lifeless. The only thing I care about is the dick. I get aroused sometimes just by seeing my own dick or seeing myself naked, I start feeling sexy. I think my brain/head is full of garbage and hence this weird kind of preference.

Sometimes I feel so much of urge to hug, hug a girl and stay like that for a while holding her in my arms. But I don't feel like that towards men. I also fantasize about having sex with girls.
Actually when I am horny and I am done with hauling all the gay dating apps/websites to find someone of my likes, done watching a lot of gay porn (without anal) and finally have masturbated, after that I feel like what all am I doing? I should probably look for a girl, because that's what I am interested in and should leave/delete all this. So for a week or two I am totally out of this thing and then later again I do the same thing. It has been going on in circles now. I guess I am out of my mind. :-D

10 comments:

  1. You have an internalized homophobia,, seek therapist.

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    1. Homophobia.....no that's too much, I don't think I have that.

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  2. i guess i am also fall in same category as you, i guess you are not one kind and alone :)

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    1. That's very good feeling to know there are others like me.

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  3. Liked buddy...post more gay encounters of yours. Which city are you in?

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    1. not in city right now, at home, in remote village

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  4. Read something useful after a long time. Life is difficult. But we certainly have to move ahead.

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    1. Not sure how it's useful to you. Also didn't get why you wrote we have to move ahead. Of course we have to move ahead, but here in what context you wrote, that's not clear for me.

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  5. Wa ... Your dick is same as mine .... We can meet

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