My Story

I have an elder cousin who introduced me to sex. He is 5 years older than me. We have always lived together since he and my aunt lives with us. So I was introduced to all this at a very early age. As early as my LKG class, in kindergarten. During that time he used to ask me to hold his dick and inside bed under the cover go down, pull his pants and keep his dick in my mouth......later during his turn he used to do the same to me......I am talking about an age of 5-6 years, so I didn't know what it was but since he used to do and say, so I used to do.......later on these incidents matured into him trying to insert his dick in my ass whenever we got a chance, be it in bathroom when no one is around, or him asking my parents to bath me, or later on coming over the wall of another toilet to my toilet as the wall was not till the roof.....we used to coordinate the timings so that no one would suspect......my whole childhood till class 6 was like that as I used to start enjoying it, but sometimes not when he didn't used to give the pleasure back.....as a kid I didn't understand at that age that all that was wrong unless the thing was mutual, but by that time it had become more of a habit. I can't fully say that he used me but if he had not done anything initially, I don't think I would have become such a big dick lover today. Last we had a session was back when I was in class 12. It's been 8 years now, we haven't spoken about sex anymore after that. I believe it's because of this that I am a bit weird about my romantic interests and sexual feelings. I still have my heart broken by a girl but when I am horny I want a boy to hold my dick and suck it or I want to suck a boy. But I also fantasize about having sex with girl. And love, I seem to only be able to fall in love with girl, not boy. Crazy right? 😁